Yearning For

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-of-leaf-326055/ How to make sense of this? How, why, when? Everything turned upside down Let’s bring back to life Times of honour, love Sent from above I can do it quietly But there’s a fire in me Wanting to burst Cause I’ve seen how much this hurts Storming out the gates Of hell Wanting … Read more

Cultivating Desire

Photo by Tim Gouw from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/art-backlit-city-coast-175659/ To be in a committed relationship is actually more of a commitment to Yourself than the other. As we as humans spend time in committed one on one relationships, the intense desire that was there at the beginning has it’s ups and downs. During the downs, Your desire might … Read more

Just to Say I Love You

Deprived of love it seems But nothing is as it seems to be An illusion, disillusion in our minds What’s creating separation For You and I I’m asking, can You still smile? After we’ve gone on this ride I hope we take the time Set it aside Watch the waves go by Be kind to … Read more

Seeking for Guidance

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Whispers in the night The speak so quietly Delicately they talk about Your divine right Romping through the plains With mysticism in their minds What are You seeking weary traveler? They ask with only one thing in mind To remind me of their presence And the … Read more

The Sacred Bond

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, lake Tudu. In these times of fathers and sons It is of great importance Showing Your kind will And forgiveness for the moments Lost under the sun A sacred bond must be rebuilt Because in the hearts of men Is where the red blood of creation flows Now … Read more

Go on

Image source: My private collection. Gran Canaria, Maspalomas Dunes. Waiting for it Wanting it all Dazed, with clarity above all Mixture of emotions Sharpened by the mind I sometimes gaze upon death I feel it pierce through my veins Knowing that it will leave me Before the end of my days Silently grasping Violently reaching … Read more

Enough

Image source: My private collection. Gran Canaria, Agaete. When am I ready to surrender enough? Enough to let go? Surrender to the pain that drives me To the fire that ignites when I open my eyes On some days it’s harder More difficult to let go Hope for a better tomorrow Let go of all … Read more

The Freedom to be Me

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. I have a yearning that’s burning inside Echoes from within, time and time again The strongest of pulls The greatest of all desires I walk this path I fight for it with all my wrath As much as I can This is all I want in … Read more

Loving

Image source: My private collection. Tallinn, Estonia. It’s hard to love sometimes Knowing that it will end Someday, somewhere When You release Your last breath of air I hope it will all be worth it At the hour You will face The stare Of Your life And the glare Of how You’ve lived Ian Altosaar

The Thinnest of Lies

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. As much as I secretly try I cannot ever Ever Escape from life The thinnest of lies Is telling myself that I Can finally find A teaching, a practice That can say goodbye To myself In the silences of the mind The quiet meetings Will always … Read more