Worth

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/meh.ro12348_2.jpg My worth Will it fit into a thousand words? In search I went far and into other worlds Hurt I was by many girls Understood Shed some tears, faced some fears Realized It’s about me looking for cheers From the outside Waiting for me on the inside tiers Feels Like a hurricane … Read more

A Lover’s Dance

Image source: http://bijanstudio.com/home/17-couple-dancing.html Testing me out You playfully question me So quick, so witty Don’t know yet if I find You pretty I have desire for You I must have You soon Seems like a game I want to play Savor the experience Treat it as a dance You pretend like it’s nothing I don’t … Read more

Once

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/meh.ro12348_5.jpg In this moment I glance into Myself At a time when things around me seem hectic I take the time to dance with Myself Slowly Cherishing each minute, each breath It’s unique but with the same purpose To draw me closer to Myself My nakedness is vulnerable I’m saying hello to it, … Read more

Remembering To Feel

Image source: https://w-dog.net/wallpaper/nature-water-forest-park-steps-trees-leaves-colorful-autumn-fall-colors-walk-leaves-autumn-nature-tree-road-forest-park-mountain-water-steps/id/308251/ Fuck that shit Just let it rip Exactly how I see fit Now the flames are lit Impossible to sit Maybe I should nit? Ridiculously equipped For this long lasting trip I sip, I dip my feet in life Hoping, almost begging for a quick Fix, life says nay, You have to … Read more

So GoD Damn Holy

Image source: http://www.bigorangebulldogges.com/p/main.html Though the ride has just begun Some songs have already been sung Tied down to this old routine Now, softer and greener pastures await Nothing seems explicitly clearer than this moment Me and You, You and me This is how it’s meant to be Touching each others bellies Jiggling like jelly Rub … Read more

Taking A Stand

Image source: Private collection. During sunset in Lääne-Virumaa, Estonia, Obja village. Doubt filled my mind and soul I was shaken, taken by Your words They felt like truth, they seemed real I wanted to squeal, make an appeal Then I took a deep breath And another, just slow steps Towards my heart In my heart … Read more

Your Firm Behind

Image source: http://www.1freewallpapers.com/walking-on-the-curvy-road Tasting sweet innocence Tastes like blueberries Delicious blueberries Big and blue, in my mouth like a monsoon Ripe for plucking Falling off from branches Luscious and curvy Different shapes and sizes I erupt from pleasure Mourn the loss of another moment Forever in my mind Your firm behind With lust, Ian Altosaar

Innocence

Image source: http://vista.gmu.edu/news-and-research/blog/2015/04/07/cherry-blossoms/ My heart aches and breaks Fills my lungs with hate Deep this emotion inside me Longing for someone to hold it’s hand I’m here now Touching on the surface Where innocence resides Together facing the tides Lost without You My dear child I have to remind Myself To embrace You with my … Read more

Faith

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/tag/nature/ I’ve been curled up in a ball for three days Looking for ways to give rise to what’s inside But wait, sadness has it’s plans with me as of late Shifting and lifting the weights I’ve put on Myself Bitter taste I find in the caves, shame, I start to fade I … Read more

Passion

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/tag/nature/ I want to pin You down Pull Your hair, watch You Opening up, entrenched with desire I want to take You, stay with You Inside, as I ride, glide into You You close Your eyes, it’s too much You’re trembling, shivering It’s enough to drive us both mad It’s animal, the touches … Read more