Being A Dick

Image source: https://www.someecards.com/usercards/viewcard/96969cd9b41b2da965cfcb3bfb9b3428/?tagSlug=apology Most people in this world are dicks. Or at the very least they have some deep dickery within them. That’s cool, no judgment here, I’m a dick too sometimes. What is important to realize is that if we don’t think we are dicks, don’t think we have any dickery within us, think that … Read more

The Mind And It’s Paradoxes

Image source: Photo by Holly Mandarich on Unsplash It’s funny how I still want to prevent things Not being cheated on or global warming or terrorism Those are all fine things to prevent Although a lot of it is me not wanting to feel the pain associated with those things Not wanting to be controlled And then again controlling … Read more

As I Remember

Image source: Photo by Ryan Parker on Unsplash As I remember There is a time and place for surrender Might want to check the sender Tender the place of forgiveness A fine line between innocence and apathy The truest of true forms Walks amidst uncertainty Towards safety in knowing Time was always meant to be ongoing Ian Altosaar

Overwhelming Presence

Image source: Photo by Jeremy Thomas on Unsplash It’s in these empty spaces I find myself the fullest An experience so rich My heart breaks into a million pieces A subtle glance An expression of Your soul In those moments I feel whole Ian Altosaar

Fucking Hell

Image source: Photo by Joshua Newton on Unsplash Fucking hell The discrepancy Between Myself and the world Where do I go from here? Where do I want to be? Be it so that all will be Golden Molded into being By the currents of life Quietly testing Your inner strength Pain flows from that place As it gets clearer … Read more

Learning

Image source: Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash In my years I’ve found that the human experience is sometimes a tricky one to maneuver Always another layer of trauma A deeper place to explore and learn from The more I live, the more I find to live and love The destination is always evolving I can never quite catch … Read more

A New Emergence

Image source: Photo by Billy Huynh on Unsplash Restless now At the midnight hour Proving myself Breathing until clarity Until I can sense and feel Into my heart and soul Dig out the true gold Follow the courage I feel inside me The strength I carry with myself Uncanny Makes me feel tender Seems clear cut A new presence … Read more

People Growing Old

Image source: Photo by Dan Gold on Unsplash As the night draws in A new day begins Love opens hearts Gently touching different parts That will soon depart These lands Help is all around me All of us taken by this Graced with the truth Soon the idea That we are no good Transforms into mysteries Only to be … Read more

Fully Feeling

Image source: Photo by Dawid Zawiła on Unsplash A sharp pain twists and turns Silently under the surface How to keep my heart open in pain? A challenge for the brain Like a ripple from my back It moves, lures me into my depth There is no other way Now I must pray Seemingly endless the despair of resistance … Read more

Finding Out

Image source: Photo by Nathan Gonthier on Unsplash A new piece is discovered Although feels like it has been uncovered Many times before Maybe I have to sleep for a while Usually in time Bits and pieces get revealed Finding out the truth Can be The road to freedom Ian Altosaar