Image source: Photo by Joshua Newton on Unsplash Fucking hell The discrepancy Between Myself and the world Where do I go from here? Where do I want to be? Be it so that all will be Golden Molded into being By the currents of life Quietly testing Your inner strength Pain flows from that place As it gets clearer … Read more
Image source: Photo by Dawid Zawiła on Unsplash A sharp pain twists and turns Silently under the surface How to keep my heart open in pain? A challenge for the brain Like a ripple from my back It moves, lures me into my depth There is no other way Now I must pray Seemingly endless the despair of resistance … Read more
Image source: Photo by Matthew Kane on Unsplash What a strange place to be In the thick of it But feel not seen Pain emerges from these depths Nice to welcome it Together into the womb of being I’m saddened by the atrocity of it all In a peculiar sense Knowing that it will fall Away into the abyss … Read more
I say a silent prayer I can hear the whispers in the air They are near Loving me Guiding me, My dear Not knowing yet Feeling so much My heart, the sweetest of all touches Lays deep within Caressing my soul It’s time to let go Ian Altosaar
Image source: Photo by Uljana Maljutina on Unsplash It all starts with simple things Simple conversations Glances that last for a short second That can turn into A lifetime of joy, love and happiness The defining moments Of my life Have all started with something small A calling from within Turned into action on the outside These roads have … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/agriculture-animal-car-cattle-270112/ Most of popular society in this current moment is running away from something. Be it pain, trauma, emptiness, You name it. This is taking many forms, partying, alcohol, drugs, sex, the list goes on. What are people actually doing? Through those things, I just mentioned people really want to feel something. They want … Read more
Image source: Photo by Daniel Frank from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/daylight-fog-foggy-landscape-572938/ We want to feel so much that we are even ready to sabotage ourselves. Meaning sometimes when we can’t feel what’s going on for us we deliberately go in the direction we subconsciously know will hurt us. Sometimes that desire can come from just the inability to … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/shallow-focus-photography-of-four-leaf-clover-705310/ In those moments When You feel so sad So nostalgic So much feeling coursing through Your veins A feel so sweet, so tender Consider Yourself so lucky Consider Yourself emotionally gifted You truly know what unity feels like You know how it feels to be one with Yourself You are the one You … Read more
Image source: Photo by Kat Smith from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/adult-alone-black-and-white-dark-551588/ I don’t feel like writing at all A lot of energy moving through my body Intensity in it’s purest form Trying to weather the storm Or is it grab the bull by the horns? Either or I’m finding everything that fits the norm To be torn, … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/bare-feet-boy-child-couch-262103/ I’m paralyzed by fear I feel so much It’s a lot to take I’m changing The old skin is falling Peeling away Layer after layer But the new one isn’t there yet So I sit Feeling uncomfortable as fuck Raw and tender The only thing that’s beating Is my heart And echoes … Read more
