With Some

But right now I feel a little empty Trying to find meaning In a meaningless world The sky is dark and grey Are we just fading away? Like water down the drain I hope not I hope I’m wrong That there’s some meaning to all this Now I’m done reminiscing Read more…

Stepping Into Pain

Image source: Photo by joel herzog on Unsplash The smallest glitch Can release a tidal wave Of deep emotion Anger, sadness, disappointment Can’t seem to let go So much failure Rather a pattern rooted within me I shake I twist and turn Hide behind the curtain of knowing Still catches up to me Now Read more…

The Sweetness In Pain

Image source: Photo by Marco Secchi on Unsplash As I notice Myself Amidst pain and sadness Deep emptiness and hollowness I wonder, where is it coming from? Like a slow-paced kid, I begin to wonder Have I squandered the chances given to me? I become afraid, the presence of fear Is gripping me tightly Read more…

Bells of Gondor

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-castle-clouds-dark-460607/ To be close to passing out from pain Is it perseverance or just plain old suffering? Time will tell, as I leave this shell I well up, so close to my own skin I’ve never been, a tasteful sin I better reconcile, I wander Has this been Read more…

Wait For

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-432812/ Sometimes There are no words Words just aren’t enough No one to sing You praises Only the sweetness of Your own tears Separating You from total despair And pure bliss I cannot speak I cannot feel Only what seems like an insurmountable amount of pain The access Read more…

Looking at Pain

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/landscape-photography-of-mountains-covered-in-snow-691668/ The way we deal with pain must change It just has to when we want to become more whole, mature human beings There’s a great probability that all of us in different moments in our lives will experience This type of deep longing, sadness or even emptiness Read more…

A Mighty Grip

Image source: Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Have You ever known pain? Pain the size of a hurricane? It grips You into it’s mighty grasp The only thing that will carry You through this Is the knowing This too shall pass The feeling lost years ago Memories of it still last Read more…