Before I React

Image source: Photo by Maciej Sawicki on Unsplash More attention is what I seek Inside for myself Pain rooted so deeply in my consciousness I cannot breathe, I cannot even think Before I react Reactions bring pain Pain for myself and others I hopefully can breathe Tomorrow anew, a new dawn The curtains of Read more…

Fucking Hell

Image source: Photo by Joshua Newton on Unsplash Fucking hell The discrepancy Between Myself and the world Where do I go from here? Where do I want to be? Be it so that all will be Golden Molded into being By the currents of life Quietly testing Your inner strength Pain flows from that Read more…

Be Here

Press pause Look for a worthy cause Feel my way towards it Then take a step back And listen Listen to the sounds Voices from inside They have nothing to say At least for now Just overwhelming, ever-present pain Only grasping my mind I am free Ian Altosaar

With Some

But right now I feel a little empty Trying to find meaning In a meaningless world The sky is dark and grey Are we just fading away? Like water down the drain I hope not I hope I’m wrong That there’s some meaning to all this Now I’m done reminiscing Read more…

Stepping Into Pain

Image source: Photo by joel herzog on Unsplash The smallest glitch Can release a tidal wave Of deep emotion Anger, sadness, disappointment Can’t seem to let go So much failure Rather a pattern rooted within me I shake I twist and turn Hide behind the curtain of knowing Still catches up to me Now Read more…

The Sweetness In Pain

Image source: Photo by Marco Secchi on Unsplash As I notice Myself Amidst pain and sadness Deep emptiness and hollowness I wonder, where is it coming from? Like a slow-paced kid, I begin to wonder Have I squandered the chances given to me? I become afraid, the presence of fear Is gripping me tightly Read more…

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