The “Wrath of Scorpio” and Handling it

Have You ever had Your friend or lover/partner (who You know is a Scorpio Ascendant, Sun, Moon, Stellium, or 8th house heavy energies) come at You with a wave of emotion that You didn’t know how to deal with? If yes, this piece is for You. Scorpio, the deepest of the signs has the capability … Read more

Releasing shame and guilt

Photo by Caleb Woods on Unsplash One of the more difficult things about finally realizing that other people have hurt You is the fact that during this act or opening You will start to understand that You have hurt others. While You go through this painful endeavor the amount of guilt and shame rising up to be released … Read more

How To FUCKING Feel Your FEELINGS!

How to feel Your emotions and stop being offended by everything? If You don’t want to feel negative emotions You probably shouldn’t have incarnated on planet earth. One of the main goals of this incarnation is to transform Your negative emotions and grow emotionally. Or rather, feel Your emotions, experience them and then make informed … Read more

Astrological Report 24th of April, 2020. New Moon In TAURUS!

This is a general astrological report on the 24th of April, 2020. I picked the most important influences and how they should affect us during this unusual time. From the elemental perspective, we are lacking fire energy. It is a bit harder to start completely new things. And with Aries season and all of it’s starting … Read more

Like Spikes

Image source: Photo by Dan Hadfield on Unsplash Open kite A variety of rites Of passages Through the night Kindly reminded me What was once lost Can You see the way You feel? To others Pain strikes Like spikes They pierce the camouflage I saw You tonight Ian Altosaar

Many Different

Image source: Photo by Cristian Newman on Unsplash Feelings Can’t describe them But we have to To make some sense of this Let’s take a kiss For example Many different variations of it They all feel very different When we stop and listen for a moment They all seem to evaporate Into nothingness There is not much to hang … Read more

Find The Answers

Image source: Photo by Justin Main on Unsplash The insufferable emptiness That seems to follow me everywhere I go Sings me songs of hollowness The words shrieking in my ears So painfully loud, so achingly unignorable The steps that I take To fill the emptiness made By the nature of this experience stay Somewhere lurking, into the past I … Read more

Stepping Into Pain

Image source: Photo by joel herzog on Unsplash The smallest glitch Can release a tidal wave Of deep emotion Anger, sadness, disappointment Can’t seem to let go So much failure Rather a pattern rooted within me I shake I twist and turn Hide behind the curtain of knowing Still catches up to me Now I’m here Waiting for the … Read more