In These Settings

Image source: Photo by Masaaki Komori on Unsplash Thank You for the messages Even if they only come in subtle sentences I will do my best to pace myself And count my blessings In these settings Growth is inevitable If only I take the time To awaken, God force that lives inside We only know The full consequences of … Read more

Who Am I?

Image source: Photo by Tommy Lisbin on Unsplash Can You really be born for this? Or do You have to be transformed? On the way home? This road can be cold Even during the nicest weather You have to let it all unfold Can it truly be so? Insides of me are conflicted Sadness in me Have I been … Read more

The City Life

Image source: Photo by Anthony DELANOIX on Unsplash The City life has it’s place Certainly among the greats But I know a place Which lives and breathes at a different pace So rich with trees, fields and space Everything I believe in, it fills with grace The warm embrace Comes late on the trails of fresh hey runs It … Read more

In The Endeavours Of Everyday Life

Image source: Photo by Anders Jildén on Unsplash Dear God Who am I? Who am I really? Do demons and angels all look alike? I have a sense that they might There is darkness in each of our light The emptiness I feel Is equal to the fullness and richness I have experienced How can one expect The full … Read more

Within The Blackness

Image source: Photo by Aperture Vintage on Unsplash As the pain from my heart Drips blood To Yours and mine Never knowing what life could be Only to see Disappointments I see the angles They are calling me Writes of passages Are taunting me To put it mildly Surrendering to pain Is the easiest and hardest thing I’ve ever … Read more

Painfully Soothing

Image source: Photo by Jasmin Causevic on Unsplash Take me as I am I come from this land In the quicksand of time That’s where all truth resides Divided by The eons and flights it took for me to get here Timeless In essence is life The cruelty and freedom In realizing that No one owes us nothing Painfully … Read more

Rest Assured

Image source: Photo by Matthew Henry on Unsplash What must one see before Seeing the future? Will it be possible to take the place of God? What greatness lies beneath all the bullshit glamour and glitter Rest assured Peace will be restored Ian Altosaar

I Must Wake

Image source: Photo by Diana Măceşanu on Unsplash I want to fight it But it keeps on growing I want to surrender to it But I find myself moaning Gut-wrenching fear Is percolating in my presence I feel like a sad boy Seems like the man I once was Is a memory I cannot claim right now What to … Read more

Fitting

Image source: Photo by Fancycrave on Unsplash So I wait I call Roads to heavens Come As You are Take And recall Who made the call For change Lust and lists I just sit Wonder Ponder how I see fit Hopefully, the road is always lit Ian Altosaar

Wrap My Hands

Image source: Photo by Alexander Klarmann on Unsplash Endings and beginnings Are sometimes intertwined As if there was no beginning or end in the first place From start to finish This life is Yours for the making Grabbing her Seems like the wise choice Painfully witnessing Relentless coming of life It is time To wrap my hands in surrender … Read more