Poetry

My Call

Image source: Photo by Tatiana from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/alone-automobile-blur-car-614499/ Just let it go Home, feels good to say Is where the heart is Your reflections still haunt me Looking in the mirror Mine as well This long despair Waiting me to catch it Hold it, finally be met By the presence Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Rider

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/scenic-view-of-agricultural-field-against-sky-247462/ Caress the distress In My mind Finding ease In the daily grind Times are far and wide Falling off rides That my mind Used to hide behind Temporary release Sounds so sweet Though the in between Is the real deal Hide and hide Time and time Ride Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Hiding

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/orange-flower-with-butterfly-87452/ I’m touched by my own innocence It’s soft and playful Tender and loving I receive it open-heartedly Pulling back the layers Sitting down and saying our prayers I feel closeness to everything I feel connected to serenity Rest Your hands on mine For now it is time Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

One

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/panoramic-photo-of-bushes-near-pond-158361/ The opening of the heart Ease flows through my body Like a fierce river It flushes my body I feel connected to everything As it all melts into nothingness And instead of emptiness I find the full richness of life Soothing my body, nurturing it with presence Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Culminations

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/city-skyline-under-blue-sky-401265/ Culminations of our lives Rarely yell when coming Always in search of something And there it is, peaking it’s head to the surface Something lies in that space Something deeper that I’ve ever touched upon Greatness, subtle surrendered greatness Looking at me from afar Wanting me to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Painful

Image source: Photo by Josh Sorenson from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/beach-clouds-dawn-dusk-391522/ Fucking painful the feeling of losing an idea Idea of what was supposed to happen A mental concept that’s aching in the bones I made it mine, I made it a shrine To hide from the tears of loneliness Painfully reminded Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Left Inside

Image source: Photo by tousif khan from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/road-in-between-trees-814667/ It’s going to be weird at first Looking at the road I’ve taken Shaken off, taken loans Now being here seems sold Can I reach the goals? Are they at my grasp? I have reached so many already Subtle doubt still Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Figuring Things Out

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sky-space-telescope-universe-41951/ There isn’t a single person on this planet who has everything figured out or has all the answers. We are in a constant process of figuring things out ourselves through different kinds of interactions with this reality. For a while I’ve been on this quest, seeking to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Different Kind of Road

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/view-of-elephant-in-water-247431/ After years and years Of deep within Keeping it in Reaping the rewards If just for a day Feels so sweet I realized this That I am the center of my universe A microcosm of the great macrocosm That creation starts from within Energy is forged in Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

Useful

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/set-of-4-wooden-elongated-accessory-209651/ The very definition of being useful, means something is being used. Every moment can be used as means to an end or it can be a delight, bringing fullness and richness to Your very being. Life can be that way, if we remember to live it closely. Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago