One Hell Of A Ride

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/abundance-berries-blueberries-blur-545039/ I’m jealous Jealous of You Everything You achieved It seems so unattainable to me So powerless Nothing seems to help now I feel lost In the sea of hopelessness How can I get there? What can I do? Is this my mind? Am I falling behind? How to be kind to myself And … Read more

Your Care

Image source: Photo by eberhard grossgasteiger from Pexels, https://www.pexels.com/photo/green-pine-trees-near-body-of-water-1064162/ Again I’m soaked by Your care Your loving stare, like a glare Off a moonlit lake at the end of summer Hold on baby As I thrust into the depths of You I want to make sure we leave room Otherwise, I might arrive too soon The way … Read more

I Remember

Image source: Photo by sohail na from Pexels, https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-photography-of-leaves-with-droplets-807598/ Sometimes I feel out of place Looking for, grasping for air It’s not always there The mind speaks loudly Then I stop I listen Take a moment The heart speaks Sweet silence Sweet surrender Oh so tender I remember Ian Altosaar

Yearning For

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-of-leaf-326055/ How to make sense of this? How, why, when? Everything turned upside down Let’s bring back to life Times of honour, love Sent from above I can do it quietly But there’s a fire in me Wanting to burst Cause I’ve seen how much this hurts Storming out the gates Of hell Wanting … Read more

The Grim Reaper

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/asphalt-dark-dawn-endless-531321/ The Grim Reaper Disguised as Your own judgmental Full of despair thoughts Finds You He actually never left He waited Until You were alone The silence of his murderous presence Reeks into the room Darkness follows The inability to let go of Your obsession At times seems very cruel Unbearably so Folded into … Read more

Sliding

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/beach-daylight-island-landscape-356278/ Sliding into the darkness I hear echoes of the past I feel them next to me So painful to hear Their voices so clear Scared of their touch I resist it so much I want to get to know them So I can rest in peace For eternity I feel so much light … Read more

Purification

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/coffee-water-leaf-rain-38435/ What will happen if I stop for a day? Just stop by to say hey? Letting go of saying things Pushing for love in gentle ways Smiling and laughing Putting arms on shoulders Holding each other close Touching all over Reaching our souls Tomorrow will show us the course We take Rinsed with … Read more

At Times

Image source: Photo by Frans Van Heerden from Pexels pexels.com/photo/rainbow-830829 At times we are woken from a deep sleep That has become our existence Life for a moment seems cruel Meaningless even These are times as well Not good or bad but ones filled with potential for even better times But young Warlock You must understand There … Read more

The Path Yet Unknown

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/clouds-dark-dark-clouds-darkness-416920/ Darkness follows the path yet unknown It reappears and it’s gone And it seems like we have nothing to show for it Go ahead, go for it Creation The sweetest and cruelest lover Time with it under the covers Will leave You smothered It reappears and it’s gone Nobody bothers But You … Read more

As A Man

Image source: Photo by Simon Migaj from Pexels, https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-on-a-bridge-near-a-lake-747964/ The amount of love You can give to this world as a man is actually nonparallel to anything That is Your greatest gift But You have to shift Your thinking And Your being In the direction of seeing things from a different perspective This is Your path There … Read more