To Men and Women

Image source: Look deeper Always look deeper To come into more knowing Emotion is shallow Feeling is deeper Knowing both is equally important Here is where thought enters The knowing To go even deeper Women are not straightforward The mind cannot possibly solve this equation You have to feel with them Breathe with them … Read more

Nobody Cares About You

Image source: My private collection. Me doing funny faces and drinking fancy lemonade at a hipster restaurant in Pärnu, Estonia. The restaurant itself is called Supelsaksad. I don’t have any connection to the restaurant other than I loved our visit there and the food was absolutely delicious. You should go and visit them if You … Read more


Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. What if we find a new way to be? Will You trust? Me? What if we learned? While doing? Safely? Can You thrust Yourself? Through open doors? With me? A plea To find strength and forgiveness To learn while coming together In power Ian Altosaar

A Field Day

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. I have it my And she has it her way That is how we spend the day Now at night Laying in bed we say Things unsaid during the day Hey babe I express affection In the moment I take Her hand in What seems like … Read more

A Magnificent Beast

Image source: My private collection. Norway, Norefjell. Photo by Gunnar Kopperud What do I seek from this? A momentary relief? I hope that there is more than that here Life is just a gauntlet for being Being here gracefully Being here silently Being here with tremendous amounts of fire So I search for this This … Read more

I Want To

Image source: I want to love You baby Through thick and thin I want to hold You baby Me pressed against Your skin Melting of the hearts Into one Even when miles apart I can feel You under my skin I feel so much love for You my darling I’m opened up by Your … Read more


Image source: All of You Every little part The way You brush Your hair behind Your ear The moody noises You make I’m amazed by sheer capacity of You Such character Deep emotion Commitment and heart You make me smile Doing my best to find All there is behind Those big luscious eyes Watching … Read more

Your Man

Image source: A painting from my collection. I want to be Your man Not Your therapist or girlfriend I want You Not the shallow ideas and mind games I trust You That You can take care of Yourself I want to be there for You With all Your depth I want deep meaning I know … Read more

Love Me

Image source: Private collection Love me Truly Love me Deeply Fill me Openly Thrill me Suddenly Sit with me Quietly Depend on me Lovingly Nurture me Willingly I will take You As You With deep emotion Ian Altosaar

An Ode to You

Image source: I just love Your curves They ooze of sex The way You move Damn it, You make me drool Bounce, bounce From side to side What a ride! Being with You takes time I hope You know How much I appreciate You Love fills my lungs And I sing with my tongue … Read more