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Photo by Nicole Baster on Unsplash I’ve regarded this as a curse many timesI still do on occasion But I’ve learned to grow into itEven regard it as a gift Because it isIt is a rare gift to be in tune with the forces of this universe It is a marvel to feel nature flowing … Read more
Photo by Jesse Gardner on Unsplash A tough dayEmotional and plainI find the quiet escapes meThese rows are the escape for me Maybe I’m just naiveYoung and in pain at heartCannot seem to shake my rocky startOr the heaviness I feel Let go and steerA clear pathway aheadMurky the streetsFull of lead Ian Altosaar Get … Read more
Photo by Artem Beliaikin on Unsplash In the midst of spiritual crisis (spiritual leaders turning out to be rapists and cult leaders, for example, = Bikram Yoga guy, Osho) and awakening on this planet, one reoccurring theme is rearing its head. People on the spiritual path, on the path of becoming aware of themselves, have … Read more
Photo by Luiza Braun on Unsplash In this article, I will dissect the meaning of the Pluto square Sun aspect in a person’s natal chart. This is a difficult aspect with a lot of potential for personal transformation and finding Your own power. Unfortunately, this also means that somewhere in Your past, Your power was … Read more
Photo by Natalya Zaritskaya on Unsplash In the midst of spiritual awakening and revolution, I find myself in deep introspection as the year closes. One of my inquiries lately has been around the thought “I’m not good enough.” Or “How to be good enough?” These inquiries come from personal struggles as well as seeing the … Read more
Photo by Yuris Alhumaydy on Unsplash What if the pain You feelIs not Yours?But You feel it anyway The rays of what life should be likeDescend upon Your mindIf Your life is different than You imaginedThen You will feel painUntil You accept the truth of what is The truth of what is Is here to liberate … Read more
Photo by Robin Benad on Unsplash Is there a desire?To get something?To get somewhere?To be somebody?Maybe life hasn’t taught You wellBecause You are already somebodySomewhereDoes this ring a bell?In Your quest to become more special and successful You have forgotten the deepest place within Yourself that already knows, You are especially not specialYou are made of stardust that … Read more
Photo by Timothy Eberly on Unsplash Potential trigger warning for this post. It might bring up difficult feelings and emotions, thoughts. My intention for this post is not to make anyone uncomfortable. It is to help someone who is going through something I’ve gone through. As the title states, I’ve had to fight for my own survival. Not … Read more
https://pixabay.com/photos/hooded-man-mystery-scary-hood-2580085/ I started writing The Meaning Book in 2015, without knowing I was writing it. It was just something I enjoyed doing. The words came out, I was just there. It also helped me through a difficult time in my life. A dark time emotionally. Getting over a break-up with a woman I cared about … Read more
Photo by Tadeusz Lakota on Unsplash Each breath is an invitation to go deeper within Your being. Each moment is another request for You to open up to the miracle that is You. There needs to be no fuss about this. No shouting, no “taking names”. Just continuous presence and a deepening Your commitment to life and to … Read more