The Man I Am

Image source: http://www.wallpapersxl.com/wallpaper/1920×1080/park-leaf-autumn-in-the-nature-1135052.html The tastefulness of this very moment Is all that I have I can feel my heart, pounding gently My chest feels like it’s overflowing With joy and love I want to savour this Hold it close, close to my innocence Resting on my shoulder I’m committed to myself I’m receiving the blessings … Read more

I Am

Image source: https://www.walldevil.com/6010-clouds-electricity-elemental-landscapes-lightning-nature-skyscapes-tornadoes.html I am my greatest ally I am my worst enemy I am my lightest hour I am my darkest darkness I am my loneliest moment I am my deepest connection The holiest of heavens The most sinful of hells I am greatness I am failure I am powerful I am weak I … Read more

Lineage energies

Image source: https://w-dog.net/wallpaper/nature-green-grass-old-tree-scenery-view-thunder-clouds-sky-picture-nature-grass-tree-sky-storm-clouds/id/299519/ I want to talk about something I’ve been watching lately in my own life and the lives of others. Lineage energies. What do I define as lineage energies? Energies that have been in a specific family’s dynamics for generations. I’ll give You a couple of examples. Let’s say Your great-great-grandfather was learning … Read more

A Feat

Image source: Private collection. Kalamaja, Tallinn, Estonia. Painting authors: Margus-Richard Talivee and Bert Norralt. Things decided, I’m again reminded The emptiness that lies within Seemingly trying to grasp whatever possible Within my reach, like a leach, beast And I breathe, breathe it inwards Everything slows down Naked presence fully embracing me Safely holding me, glowing … Read more

An Invitation

Image source: Private collection. Obja village, Estonia. An invitation To dance To enhance The lives of Yourself And others Newly appointed mothers Who’s utters Have been through the gutters… I embrace Your stutters Rejoice together like brothers And sisters, don’t forget the otters Cause they too have godmothers Fathers Tuck Your sons under the covers … Read more

Falling Into Service

Image source: Private collection. Blue Springs of Saula, Estonia. Sometimes I find myself in between Shattered old stories Building new ones Who’s the I? I ask Why is there a need for Myself to be identified? I can be strong without it I can be just as strong I can have character Wisdom Love Care … Read more

Part One

Image source: Obja village, Estonia. Private collection. How does if feel? To have everything Everything You’ve ever wanted Right there To be perfectly pleased with everything that is And still yearn for more For something else A deeper desire coming from a place unknown Rather a place unmapped Strong Yet intangible At first it feels … Read more

Meeting Life

Image source: Near lake Peipsi, Estonia. Private collection. Not knowing what life will bring You Can be a gift and a curse Becoming a master of the unknown A difficult and arduous task Road to mastery usually is And as You bow before the kingdom of heaven Make sure You share Your prayers with hell … Read more

All A Man Can Do

Image source: Private collection All a Man can do Is die well Because in the end Death comes to us So give and take as much as You can Don’t treat life like a plan A line in the sand Rather make a stand For something You believe in Whatever it is As petty as … Read more