Image source: Photo by Richard Lee on Unsplash Quite hard to succumb to the feeling or the idea of betrayal My body feels like a battleground And so has been my world The only thing that gives me some comfort The sweetness of sleep I will close my eyes Dream of better times Where people have a healthy respect … Read more
Image source: Photo by Dan Hadfield on Unsplash Open kite A variety of rites Of passages Through the night Kindly reminded me What was once lost Can You see the way You feel? To others Pain strikes Like spikes They pierce the camouflage I saw You tonight Ian Altosaar
Image source: Photo by Toa Heftiba on Unsplash This pasty kid Took the lid From under the nightstand’s wheel Nifty was this kid Who took the lid From the nightstand’s wheel Guess who did? The dirty deed Of stealing the nightstand’s wheel So he kneeled Right before he felt Remorse for what he did A dire need Was coursing … Read more
Image source: Photo by Cristian Newman on Unsplash Feelings Can’t describe them But we have to To make some sense of this Let’s take a kiss For example Many different variations of it They all feel very different When we stop and listen for a moment They all seem to evaporate Into nothingness There is not much to hang … Read more
Image source: Photo by Rodrigo Rodriguez on Unsplash The following was written a while back. I thought about deleting this all together but something changed my mind. I wanted people to see real life struggle, real-life transition, real-life vulnerability and admitting to myself what I’m really going through. I hope this helps You to do the same. Because there … Read more
Nice guys get a lot of hatred these days. They are told they are bad and they shouldn’t be like that. Understandably so. Sometimes this can be true. But what is behind this judgment? Or what are nice guys in general? The definition of a nice guy is that they say one thing but actually … Read more
Image source: Photo by Ramiro Mendes on Unsplash 6 years ago, I was in bad shape emotionally, spiritually, financially. I had just lost everything I had (it wasn’t much but still.) And not just lost, I was in debt. Not a really good place to be when You are 24 years old and before that had a somewhat pleasant … Read more
Image source: Photo by Samuel Scrimshaw on Unsplash I have this configuration in my natal chart. All planets retrograde. In addition, the third house starts at 15 degrees, in the sign of Sagittarius. Let’s dissect this a little. 15th degree – the degree of terrible car accidents, not good for driving this degree. Yikes! 3rd house – the house … Read more
Image source: Photo by Xan Griffin on Unsplash There is this big idea that we have to become something and then identify with that something in order to live a more meaningful life. This is only partially true. Becoming something is actually good. Like becoming a father, that will teach You new things. It will make You grow as … Read more
Image source: Photo by Johannes Plenio on Unsplash For the intellectual mind and the emotional side of a being to work together, a synastry has to happen. How might one go about doing that? Asking questions. So if there is a perceived emotional reaction in the being and that is followed by the thought, how can we take a … Read more
