Figuring Things Out

Image source: There isn’t a single person on this planet who has everything figured out or has all the answers. We are in a constant process of figuring things out ourselves through different kinds of interactions with this reality. For a while I’ve been on this quest, seeking to find the ultimate truth. Looking … Read more

Attention and Wanting to be Seen

Image source: I have a confession to make. I want attention. A huge part of that desire or want is the simple equation attention = money. Or at least that’s how to perceive it. If You have other people’s attention it’s easier to make money. Wanting attention itself is not a bad thing. It is … Read more

Simple Things – A Guide to Appreciating The Annoying Things in Life

Image source: Simple things I bitch about but would be sad if they weren’t in my life. A guide for appreciating the so called annoying things in life. My partners breath in the morning before brushing teeth – My partner who I love dearly would be gone from my life if the breath wasn’t … Read more

Humans First

Image source: I’m terrified of failure. It’s one of the things I cannot seem to shake no matter how much I feel or take action, learn, face my demons or live on this planet. I’m just terribly afraid of failing. There is one very good reason for this. You see for me, failing means … Read more

Abundance of Experience and Creation

Image source: If I have the knowing that I have everything at my disposal at all times, maybe in other realms, then there is only abundance. Fear of lack: The mind races “Oh my God, if I don’t do this, then I wont have this, then they will think that I’m this, then I … Read more

Fears, Meditation and Dying

Image source: Recently I’ve been obsessed with death, dying of old parts of myself. There is a very simple reason for this. Dying of those parts, fears that have lived inside of me for so long has provided me with the freedom I’ve longed for such an extended period of time. In a way … Read more


Image source: My private collection. Sunrise near Tallinn, Estonia. In times of trouble and darkness turning into light it seems quite dense sometimes. I believe we are at this very point in our human experience. We can see the light and the potential of what is there but the darkness has to be dealt with … Read more

In Communion With Spirit

Image source: Although I’m a big advocate and believe communing with the spiritual realm is essential part of the human experience, Spirit does not have all the answers. Why is that? Because it is all a matter of potentials. Potential for world war or spiritual/intellectual/technological utopia. Or something in between. This is where humans … Read more

It’s not the way that I want it. It’s just the way that I need it. Day after day.

Image source: My private collection. The view outside when I woke up today. As I woke up today these words with a certain melody were going through my head “It’s not the way that I want it. It’s just the way that I need it. Day after day.” I couldn’t remember exactly whose song it … Read more