Poetry

Beauty

Image source: View from the office building I work at during a snowstorm. And suddenly You can see the beauty of it all A guy on the corner speaking french Fuck I love french! The curves of a woman passing Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

All Life Is Death

Image source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSbtCX-uDEs A grueling concept But when You sit with it long enough A certain ease arises The fighting stops You are still afraid of death But You are clear about the certainty of it I’m not asking You Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Dark And Wild Feminine

Image source: Day after the full moon on 25th of December 2015. Lääne-Virumaa, My families country home. At first I stood My ground She made a grueling sound, like a hound I remembered to stand strong and tall But it Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Story About A Little Boy

Image source: Private collection Let Me tell You a story about a little boy You can say that he was somewhat coy He had blonde hair and love was the language he spoke But life is weird in a way, Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Seeker

His everywhere And nowhere Like lightning His alone And together Like berries He wants to be seen And be invisible He can’t be touched Yet he is penetrated by everything He is a mystery And an open book Look To Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Longing

It’s burning Burning inside You You are not sure if it’s You Maybe it’s someone else Seeds that were planted a long time ago Sprouting from the depths of Your being Simmering beneath the surface You want to fight it Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

There Are No Meadows Here

Image source: http://www.hdwallpapers.im/springtime_in_the_meadows-wallpaper.html There are no meadows here There is no nobility here Only longing Longing for those things Longing for the dawn to replace the darkness Longing for desire to replace the numbness They are on the other side Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

What if

Image source: Winter sunset in Estonia, I can almost feel the heaviness of it all. What if Everything we ever said to each other was a lie What if Everything we ever said to each other was a lie What Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
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Words

Some days You don’t have the words to express Yourself. Kid Cudi to the rescue: <3 Ian   It’s okay to be exactly where You are in this moment.

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

To My Woman

Image source: http://gabworthy.com/science/weird-habits-that-partners-should-tolerate-in-the-bedroom/ To My Woman, where ever and whoever You might be… I want to fill You up with My sex I want to fill You up with desire I want to see You drip I want to make Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago