Knowing More

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ My life for the last five years has been constant death with small windows of life in between deaths. This has been at the same time one of the most hardest and most beautiful times of my life. Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ I’ve lost many people, they have Read more…

Keep Going

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/astronomy-beautiful-clouds-constellation-355465/ What troubles Your soul? The belonging Of which You have known Growing Although not complete Is a journey Towards discovery, forever Incomplete Dear God Look into my eyes and see The strength and perseverance I am a good boy, You must see Torn still by the temptress Read more…

A Scary Proposition

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Kumna village, near Keila. Everything that I’ve ever written I have written for myself Every poem, all the teachings They are for me It’s very selfish You see I’m learning as I go here It’s trial and error Pain and joy Disbelief and hope Read more…

In Communion With Spirit

Image source: https://imgur.com/gallery/oHKQJRG Although I’m a big advocate and believe communing with the spiritual realm is essential part of the human experience, Spirit does not have all the answers. Why is that? Because it is all a matter of potentials. Potential for world war or spiritual/intellectual/technological utopia. Or something in Read more…

Nobody Cares About You

Image source: My private collection. Me doing funny faces and drinking fancy lemonade at a hipster restaurant in Pärnu, Estonia. The restaurant itself is called Supelsaksad. I don’t have any connection to the restaurant other than I loved our visit there and the food was absolutely delicious. You should go Read more…

A New World Order

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Pärnumaa. The times ahead, they are changing. They are changing fast. New times require new measures. We need commitment to character. Love of self and others, on a deeper, much deeper soul level. In order for this to happen, we have to grow. Some Read more…

A Longer Conversation

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Pärnumaa, Jaaguranna lillelaager. Creation can come into fruition in moments Showing You the life You desperately wanted It’s close to a miracle Because it can show You the love You have been withholding Withholding love starves a man and his surroundings Allowing it to Read more…