Daily Astrological Report, April 5th, 2020

This is a general astrological report on the 5th of April, 2020. I picked the most important influences and how they should affect us during this difficult time. The general energetic atmosphere is lacking fire, with most of the energy still in earth signs. Focus still on preserving rather than starting. But balance here is … Read more

Daily Astrological Report, April 3rd, 2020

Image courtesy of www.astro.com This is a general astrological report on the 3rd of April, 2020. I picked the most important influences and how they should affect us during this difficult time. Energy is quite balanced in the general sense. Meaning we have energy in all the elements, earth, air, fire, water. Having said that … Read more

My Silent FAILURES

Photo by takahiro taguchi on Unsplash I fail silentlyWhen no one is aroundI scream of agonyWhen I hit the ground Failure is painfulIt’s restlessIt comes and goesBut the pain of it keeps on lurking It rarely makes a soundIt is I who makes itNo power leftTo lift me up I sometimes smileMy heart breaks at … Read more

Male SEXUALITY

Photo by Hisu lee on Unsplash I’ve previously written about Female sexuality here. It is a piece written about female sexuality from the perspective of a man. In this article, I’m going to dissect male sexuality (or my own) from the perspective of a man. These are my observations and failures through the years of … Read more

“Old SOUL”

Photo by Jake Travis on Unsplash The concept of the “old soul” that has been popularized in modern spirituality needs a more thorough understanding. If not approached carefully, it can lead, yet again, the individual to think that they are better than those who are not “old souls.” Truthfully, and quite humorously, it is the … Read more

Peaceful Moments With Yourself

Photo by Joshua Earle on Unsplash You crawl beneath the shadowy realms of existence Begging for someone to notice You They only seem to show You resistance You fight, cry and beg for something new Glimpses of it You can seeIt feels murkyYou want to shineBut the meaninglessness of it all still lags behind Forgetting through it allTo … Read more

Filling The VOID

Image source: https://pixabay.com/photos/hooded-man-mystery-scary-hood-2580085/ You go to work. You do something meaningless there. You go out for drinks. It’s still empty inside. You go home with somebody. For a moment that pain stops. And the search to fill that void starts again. You go to work. Something even more meaningless awaits You. You fool Yourself into … Read more

A Slow Descend In The Suburbs

Photo by Behzad Soleimanian on Unsplash Have the yearsHave all the years of discontent and disappointmentDiminished Your love for me?Or is there still some left? Have my actions and inactionsCaused Your bitterness?The hurt I sense from YouSeems like an insurmountable wallThat is dividing our cause Has the mistrustYou carry aroundSmashed our love to the ground?I’ve foundPain, when suppressed, … Read more