An Honorable Meeting

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/art-black-and-white-close-up-horse-415983/ As this day comes to a close I’m sitting with something Something that truly is inside me so I just want to sit with it Be with it, no fuss Just me and my presence Slowly finding our way to each other We bow to greet Honoring the moment feels right to … Read more

Wait For

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-432812/ Sometimes There are no words Words just aren’t enough No one to sing You praises Only the sweetness of Your own tears Separating You from total despair And pure bliss I cannot speak I cannot feel Only what seems like an insurmountable amount of pain The access to it I have yet … Read more

Looking at Pain

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/landscape-photography-of-mountains-covered-in-snow-691668/ The way we deal with pain must change It just has to when we want to become more whole, mature human beings There’s a great probability that all of us in different moments in our lives will experience This type of deep longing, sadness or even emptiness It’s the way we deal … Read more

It’s not the way that I want it. It’s just the way that I need it. Day after day.

Image source: My private collection. The view outside when I woke up today. As I woke up today these words with a certain melody were going through my head “It’s not the way that I want it. It’s just the way that I need it. Day after day.” I couldn’t remember exactly whose song it … Read more

On Death

Image source: My private collection. Tallinn, Estonia. If You continue to look at death straight in it’s face You will break regardless If You happen to experience the bright side of life on some days In between this constant dying There might be periods of lighter existence But don’t be fooled, death will catch You … Read more

A Journey Through

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. There is always light within the dark But sometimes we as humans succumb to the darker parts of creation Sometimes the pain we feel or experience is so great The road through seems desperately far This is where a strong developed mind comes in handy It … Read more

Internal

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. To be internally grateful Adds meaning to this life To find some of that meaning outside of Yourself A dark red cherry on top of a cake Finding something or someone to relate to Can often take time And what at times can seem a prison … Read more

New

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. It is in the newness where the soul resides It awaits, longing for the return of the king Or queen Unfortunately It is always searching Grasping for new realms Not yet created It has always been like this We are born explorers Of minds, bodies New … Read more

Real Worth

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes we want someone to embrace our shadows Before we have done it ourselves Sometimes the line between light and dark Gets blurry And we don’t know what to do We want someone to hold us And carry us through To say “You can do this … Read more

The Second Day

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa Obja village. It’s the second day And I feel okay Lead into wholeness In a different way Such completion Is found inside In the quiet corners of the mind Tranquility sinks deeper into My being, a gift truly worth feeling Even the drops of rain Seem perfect as … Read more