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Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/rocky-mountain-701362/ We are all fighting something, somewhere Fighting to stay alive Or fighting to get up in the morning These are very different fights But we all have something inherently in common We Are all Human It’s during hectic times like these in the world we and I tend to forget that A … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ My life for the last five years has been constant death with small windows of life in between deaths. This has been at the same time one of the most hardest and most beautiful times of my life. Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ I’ve lost many people, they have died or left or I … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/landscape-photography-of-mountains-covered-in-snow-691668/ The way we deal with pain must change It just has to when we want to become more whole, mature human beings There’s a great probability that all of us in different moments in our lives will experience This type of deep longing, sadness or even emptiness It’s the way we deal … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/nature-forest-trees-park-38136/ Simple things I bitch about but would be sad if they weren’t in my life. A guide for appreciating the so called annoying things in life. My partners breath in the morning before brushing teeth – My partner who I love dearly would be gone from my life if the breath wasn’t … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/baby-children-cute-dress-264109/ I’m terrified of failure. It’s one of the things I cannot seem to shake no matter how much I feel or take action, learn, face my demons or live on this planet. I’m just terribly afraid of failing. There is one very good reason for this. You see for me, failing means … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/astronomy-beautiful-clouds-constellation-355465/ What troubles Your soul? The belonging Of which You have known Growing Although not complete Is a journey Towards discovery, forever Incomplete Dear God Look into my eyes and see The strength and perseverance I am a good boy, You must see Torn still by the temptress of gold Becoming holy, why … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/altitude-clouds-cold-daylight-417173/ If I have the knowing that I have everything at my disposal at all times, maybe in other realms, then there is only abundance. Fear of lack: The mind races “Oh my God, if I don’t do this, then I wont have this, then they will think that I’m this, then I … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/photo-of-mountain-during-day-226366/ Recently I’ve been obsessed with death, dying of old parts of myself. There is a very simple reason for this. Dying of those parts, fears that have lived inside of me for so long has provided me with the freedom I’ve longed for such an extended period of time. In a way … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/man-and-woman-boat-rowing-in-sea-during-golden-hour-165505/ This piece is for people in relationships and for those of You that want more intimacy in them. A lot of our experience on this planet is fueled by desire. This is neither good or bad this is stating a fact that has come to me from years of observations. Depending on … Read more
Image source: https://pixabay.com/en/woman-tiger-fur-predator-cat-254538/ Look deeper Always look deeper To come into more knowing Emotion is shallow Feeling is deeper Knowing both is equally important Here is where thought enters The knowing To go even deeper Women are not straightforward The mind cannot possibly solve this equation You have to feel with them Breathe with them … Read more