A Slow Descend In The Suburbs

Photo by Behzad Soleimanian on Unsplash Have the yearsHave all the years of discontent and disappointmentDiminished Your love for me?Or is there still some left? Have my actions and inactionsCaused Your bitterness?The hurt I sense from YouSeems like an insurmountable wallThat is dividing our cause Has the mistrustYou carry aroundSmashed our love to the ground?I’ve foundPain, when suppressed, … Read more

Female SEXUALITY

Photo by Ilyuza Mingazova on Unsplash This is a story from a man who is very curious about sex and the female form. I’m a heterosexual man and these are my failures and observations with the female sexual energy. It has to be mentioned that this energy is much different than the masculine one. And … Read more

Talking Behind Someone Else’s Back

Photo by Ben White on Unsplash It comes from unreleased energy. Meaning somewhere, sometime You saw an injustice happen. Or You felt something was wrong and didn’t express that in a healthy way. And now, in order to release that tension, You let it out discussing and sometimes even saying mean things about the other person. There’s a … Read more

Seemingly Shit

Photo by Thought Catalog on Unsplash If Your life seems like shit to You, then pay attention to the word “seems”. Because it’s in Your perception of things where Your life looks like shit. This just means You thought things should be different. Or in other words, You wanted to be somewhere else or someone else. The pain … Read more

Freedom in Relationships

Photo by frank mckenna on Unsplash I would like to start this one off from a place of admitting that the following came to me after seeing my own wrongdoings in relationship. I do not claim to be perfect, I mess up with this all the time. These are observations for the curious ones the be used in … Read more

How to Live With and Be Okay With Jealousy? And Become a Whole, Free Human Being.

Photo by Sharon McCutcheon on Unsplash Jealousy usually stems from childhood. Remember those instances Your mommy or daddy didn’t “seem” to love You enough? That is one of the places this comes from. The perceived lack of love from them living on in Your daily life. Usually with Your chosen romantic partner or even with friends, co-workers, etc. … Read more

Consider Yourself Lucky

The fear of losing who I once was Completely baffles my mind The hurt caused by the opinions of people I once considered friends Still roams and looms in my consciousness Although I’ve experienced what it truly means to love myself The doubts and the emptiness still remains If only once in a while It’s … Read more

A Battleground

Image source: Photo by Richard Lee on Unsplash Quite hard to succumb to the feeling or the idea of betrayal My body feels like a battleground And so has been my world The only thing that gives me some comfort The sweetness of sleep I will close my eyes Dream of better times Where people have a healthy respect … Read more